its not that first night any more…
we arent cool like that any more…
now things are very different
now you find my face in the middle of a busy room
i feel you searching…. i am sometimes brave enough to peep
and i see your eyes brighten up when they meet mine..
that slight smile on that forever beautiful mouth
my mouth…. as i always say
now i know what it means when people say ‘mine’
what took you so long….lately there is a shift between us.
In my dream you keep walking away….
in real life too and i am constantly pulling you and exhausted from it.
i know you should have accepted the over…… you want it…
there is a part of me that knows i would be better off too
where have you been this whole time…..
i have needed you for so long and God knows i can finally breath.
its how we make out anytime and anywhere…..
i have missed you for so long….. so very long…
that very first day i saw you…
that very first second, my heart beat… my breath…
life stopping for just a second that lasts forever…
i am forever standing at arrivals…agog..
looking out for your face and you there… standing, smiling…..
we are finally alive in our forever happy after